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x.Love.x

Journal Entry: Sun May 18, 2008, 6:23 AM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: x.Moulin Rouge.x
  • Reading: x.Love in a Time of Cholera.x
  • Watching: x.The Notebook.x





I couldn't stop thinking about you
As I wrote my English exam.

My concentration just kept pulling away
Into thoughts of you.

You.

Sweetheart.

I love you.


:heart:




No longer a high school student. <3
I've got four months until I move into residence.

I quit my last job because I couldn't do it and exams at the same time. And I was kind of starting to hate it. So I'm looking for a new one.




"It's not the moonlight that sets me off,
It's not the money that makes me scoff.
It's my impeccable disorder
Where I keep on falling for her."


:Tokyo Police Club:




I'm really bored.

I thought I would enjoy not being a high school student anymore. And the university-style exams were murderous. I was so exhausted. But now I just want something to do.


Doing artwork and stuff. Just sketches, mostly. Writing an essay for Jace. He needs to give me a more specific topic, though, so I can focus it more.

:heart:



Anyway. Uhmmm... go read Love in a Time of Cholera, yes? Better than the movie, but it was also v. good.

Incredible. :blackrose:

Garcia Marquez has a really strange writing style. He doesn't mince words, and he doesn't avoid subjects that are taboo in our culture. Faces them head-on, but does so in a poetic way.





I can't write anymore.

Since you've been away? Yeah. The words are clogged up inside of me, and I lack the ability to even whisper them. They all feel superficial and meaningless without you.

The essay's going well, though. I keep revising it and tearing it to pieces, because I want it to be perfect. I'm just writing about your role as a literary character at the moment and how you counterpoint my own search for identity.




x...x




Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you
Everything
Seasons may change
Winter to spring

But I love you.
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may

I will love you
Until my dying day.

Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place
Suddenly moves with
Such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't
Seem such a waste
And it all revolves around you.

Come what may..."

x.Moulin Rouge.x









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Fear Quiz!

PHOBIA QUIZ! LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT YOU FEAR.

x.Jae.x

x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
XXX+ = Super scared of whatever Phobia it is.

A
[] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. (Mm. I like the dark. It's so peaceful. )
[] Acrophobia - Fear of heights. ( <3 )
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain. (I certainly don't enjoy it. .O.)
[XXX++] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. (I love open spaces. But crowds? Christ! DX )
[xx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (Hospital stuff in general bothers me.)
[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car. (Nope.)
[] Androphobia - Fear of men. (Heh.)
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. (I...guess?)
[] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. ( .O.)
[XXX+++!!!!!!!!] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. (...)
[] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (I love contact with other people.)
[] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders. ( They don't bother me. )
[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. (I like them. They just don't like me.)
[] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning. ( Makes me feel secure. <3)
[x] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. (This is starting to bother me. Thaaaaaaanks, Jace. <3 )
[] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. (Nothing is perfect. Nothing.)
[] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. (Meh.)
[xx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. (Sometimes it seems really scary. Other times it's the only thing I want.)
B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. (Neh.)
[] Barophobia - Fear of gravity. (Curse you, gravity!)
[] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. (I've never even seen most of these terms.)
[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians. (Mm?)
[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books (BOOKS = FTW <333333)
[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants. (Plants are nice.)
C
[] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness. (.O.)
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being embarassed publicly. (Again, I don't think I'd really enjoy it.)
[] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (Mirrors can be fun. Sometimes.)
[] Chionophobia - Fear of snow. (I love the snow.)
[] Chromophobia - Fear of colors. (....)
[] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks. (What...the...fuck... )
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces. (Yeah, I guess.)
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. (Most of them are freaky.)
[] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers (....okay.)
[] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs. (Nah.)
D
[] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees. (Who's afraid of trees? .O. )
[xx] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. (Too much like doctors for my liking.)
[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses. (Mm.)
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents. (Accidents suck. But they're generally not that big of a deal.)
E
[] Ecophobia - Fear of the home. (I'm not getting the point of this quiz.)
[] Elurophobia - Fear of cats. (Kitteh. <3)
[] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers. (I'm horrified, I'm sure.)
[] Equinophobia - Fear of horses. (Naah.)
G
[] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage. (...?)
[] Genuphobia - Fear of knees. (Oh, God, not the knees!! Get them away!!)
[] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public. (Don't mind this.)
[] Gynophobia - Fear of women. (...)
H
[] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (No longer away from the sun.. )
[] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. ( Oddly enough...no. )
[] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. ( Nah.)
[] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. (Water. <3)
I
[XXX!!!!] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors. (Get. The. Fuck. Away. From. Me.)
[] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (Most of them are pretty cool-looking.)
J
[XXX+!] Jaelaphobia - Fear of zombie goats. [8D Hah! FEEEAR ME.]
K
[] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms. (...what?)
L
[] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white. (Mm..?)
[] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes. (I love storms. 8D)
[] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth. (.O. No.)
M
[] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking. (I suppose there's the potential for burning the entire house down, but...)
[] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black. (Black <3)
[] Microphobia - Fear of small things. (?)
[] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs. (It's everywhere. May as well deal with it.)
[] Myrmecaphobia - Fear of ants. (They don't bother me, I don't bother them.)
N
[] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (It fascinates me.)
[] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night. (We own the night. 8D)
[XXX!!!!1!!!1!!!] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals. (Ah, that's what this is called!)
O
[] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight (Meh.)
[] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8. (Ooookay.)
[] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain. (Rain is beautiful.)
[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes (What? Afraid of cute little snakes?)
[] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds. (Nah. .O.)
P
[] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper. (Uhm...yeah. Terrified.)
[] Pathophobia - Fear of disease. ( Bah.)
[] Pedophobia - Fear of children. (Oh, God, they're everywhere!!! nyuuuuuuuu!)
[] Philophobia - Fear of love. ("Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oyygen. Love is a many splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love.")
[] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. (But doesn't that just cause more fear?)
[] Podophobia - Fear of feet. (They can get kind of gross sometimes, I suppose.)
[] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple. (I cannot believe there's a word for this. I love the English language. I really do.)
[] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns. (Mmmkay.)
[] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying. (Fly me away, baby.)
[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. (Fiiiiiiiiiire! @w@)
S
[] Scolionophobia - Fear of school. (Nahhh.)
[] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon. (<3)
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation. (Yeah... to an extent.)
[] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep. (I need my sleep time.)
T
[] Tachophobia - Fear of speed. (Speeeeeeed! >D )
[] Technophobia - Fear of technology. (*huggles laptop*)
[] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder. (Thunder is also beautiful.)
[XXX+] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections. ( o_o';)
V-Z
[] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women. ( I like beautiful women. <3 God. I sound like a lesbian.)
[] Verminophobia - Fear of germs. (How many words are there for this??? I said no the first five times.)
[] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft. (Who cares?)
[] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers (Actually...this word is more commonly interpreted as “fear of foreigners.” )
[] Zoophobia - Fear of animals (Animaux! <3)


All we have to fear is fear itself, right?





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Devious Comments

~Reanimated-Theories:iconReanimated-Theories: May 4, 2008, 1:15:17 AM
Thank you for the favorite dear! :heart:

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Thank you.
~sunitabenjamin:iconsunitabenjamin: May 2, 2008, 12:17:22 PM
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch: :hug:

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*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: May 1, 2008, 4:00:39 PM

No prob. :)


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: May 1, 2008, 4:00:01 PM

Welcome. :)


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*Togusa76:iconTogusa76: Apr 25, 2008, 5:00:34 AM
thank you for the :+fav: :wave:
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*photo-earth:iconphoto-earth: Apr 23, 2008, 4:55:25 AM
:handshake: :wave:

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~Angels-Losing-Sleep:iconAngels-Losing-Sleep: Apr 22, 2008, 4:55:36 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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=jack07:iconjack07: Apr 22, 2008, 4:54:11 PM
thanks again for the fav!

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*Agent-Elrond:iconAgent-Elrond: Apr 22, 2008, 3:45:17 PM
Hey there! Thanks so much for the watch! :love:

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*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 22, 2008, 3:44:35 PM

Prolly wasn't that great of help. xD

But just personally. That's what I'd try to do if I was in a situation like that.
Best of luck. :)


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
!kira65:iconkira65: Apr 22, 2008, 3:42:25 PM
oh ok thanks for your help.
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 22, 2008, 3:34:02 PM

If they weren't okay with me going out with both of them, I'd prolly go with whichever one I felt closer to, and felt I had a future with. :)


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
!kira65:iconkira65: Apr 22, 2008, 3:32:02 PM
ok if you were bi for more than half a school year and you had both bf and gf which one would you choose?
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 22, 2008, 3:05:05 PM

No problem. :)


--

+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 22, 2008, 3:04:50 PM

For the sixteenth time, I don't hate you. xD

Go for it.


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
!kira65:iconkira65: Apr 22, 2008, 2:32:14 PM
hey don't get mad at me and i know you hate me but could i ask you a question?
*Togusa76:iconTogusa76: Apr 21, 2008, 5:36:41 AM
thanks for the fav! :thanks:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 20, 2008, 9:50:06 AM

:blackrose: :)


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+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 20, 2008, 9:49:52 AM

:heart: :)


--

+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 20, 2008, 9:49:40 AM

No problem! ^^


--

+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
*dragonblossoms:icondragonblossoms: Apr 20, 2008, 9:49:22 AM

Welcome! :)


--

+:Jae:+

.you seem so out of context.
.in this gaudy apartment complex.
:.The Postal Service.:

:Zombie.Goat.:
:Kindred to ~JasonChan

.Gods of the Mopes. :: *dragonblossoms & ~JasonChan
:blackrose:
~Reanimated-Theories:iconReanimated-Theories: Apr 17, 2008, 5:37:29 PM
Thanks for the watch! ;)

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Thank you.
*Togusa76:iconTogusa76: Apr 17, 2008, 12:33:15 AM
thanks a lot for the watch :wave: :D